Somewhere in March 2020, here in Australia, things were locked down due to Covid 19.
This massive change triggered my over-eating obsession. Every day (lunch time), I would buy a large ammount of food, and gorge myself.
I first noticed the obsession with food around age 19. I was addicted to chocolate and would eat large ammouts each day. This also included other unhealthy foods as well as chocolate.
This problem was a three fold issue…
1. Addiction to drugs and alcohol.
2. Addiction to over-eating.
3. Sex and love addiction.
All three were out of control big time. They would also effect all aspects of my life.
I vividly remember me as a young child, being obsessed with sweets. If I heard a wrapper, I would come running to see if it was sweets. My family used to laugh at me because of my behavior.
So back to the lockdown….i felt like I had nothing to look forward to, and that’s when I turned to food.
I’ve put on about 1o to 15 kilograms!!!
My correct weight should be between 80 and 85 kilograms.
So I’m finally addressing the issue head on.
I fast between breakfast and diner, thus avoiding the huge meal at lunch time. This seems to be working, for now, so I will stick to it.
I’ve heard that other people are also putting on weight with the lockdown…which is very understandable. It’s a stressful time for all of us.
By writing this, I’m hoping that it will help with my commitment.